I can’t stop this. It’s too strong even for me. I can’t stop the tears or the pulse that overcomes my hearing. Why should I though really? Everytime I try I fail. Besides this time is different. This time the bricks are thicker and unpenetrable. You can’t knock down this wall not this time.
Let it be. Let me hide deep within myself where even I can’t find me. Just look at my surface; it’s all I have left now. Let me stay here hidden where no one can hurt me again.